I feel everything all at once.
Emotions cascade down upon me
like a biblical flood has
broken the dam of my mind and
caused my thoughts
and my senses
to drown.
Sometimes.
Sometimes
I feel nothing at all.
I kick down the floodgates
only to discover a
barren wasteland
void of all emotion.
I try to cry just to bring
a little bit of water to this desert
but the wilderness would rather see
me die of thirst than shed
one
single
tear.
Sometimes.